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May 18th, 2007] |
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[Sunday
January 8th, 2006] |
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Heena called me and asked me what is closer love or friendship. I told her friendship is. Friendship doesn't break as fast as love. When you really love someone you fall in love with all their flaws. In your eyes they are perfect. But the other person trys to be perfect for the other, and doesn't share everything out of fear. In friendship there is not fear. You share to be shared with. You can't call the other one bad, because your bad too.
I think I told her the premises to break up with me.
So my cousin is getting married. And I have to go there go there. Its a lot of fun though. My Mum keeps thinking it's time for me to get married. I have a couple years. My Mum wanted me to marry my cousin that's getting married. Which is she pretty hot, but I told her from the begining I wanted to marry outside the family. And anyways she is annoying.
The whole time at the wedding I wanted to smoke. It hard being in a room with people smoking, and not smoking. I wish it was like America where you are allowed to smoke with your elders. But its not like that here. Even if the people are a couple years older you dont smoke, curse, nothing like that in front of them.
One time though I cursed in front of my paa jee. I was in the hospital, because I broke my arm. The whole time I was holding his hand. But when I woke up he was gone, and I started yelling out every bad one I knew. And this was not in English, which would have been better. Weeks after that my paa jee told me what he heard as a joke. But I was so embarassed I wanted to drown in a cup of water.
Anyways driving home from the wedding was amazing. 4 AM I came home, I could speed as fast as I wanted. I was flying down the roads. Cops here don't care like American cops. All you have to do is show them money and you off. But still it was nice to speed.
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[Thursday
December 29th, 2005] |
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I locked my self out of my room again.
It is stressing me out.
I learn a lot of english words, dreading, disrespectful, inevitable, PHAT, austistic, layer, embark.
Heena hasn't come home. If she never comes home I would have to say, it would be funny, sad but funny.
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[Saturday
December 24th, 2005] |
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Its 6PM, and I'm in a bad mood. I got a call from Heena. I was really excited, I didn't even go out with my friends today because I guess she will call. She said, "My family want me to get married since I'm done education, and my dad is sick. I don't know what to do. I want to make my family happy". We both knew her family would not want us to marry, ever, never. So what was the point of us being together? I'm not American, I don't become with girl unless I'm serious I can care for her. I told her so many times, "Tell me when and I'll marry you". First she tell me "No Aamir it'll never work", then she says, "No one tells me what to do, my family will have to understand", and now, "Hoo make I was wrong, goodbye" And what I say to her is " You can make your No's yes's, but not your Yes's no" All I want was a girl that understands. I thought Heena would be but no she is like worse. I'm not crazy, I know I'm 19, but in couple years it'll be ok. I have money, and 3 job waiting for me. For education, I'm smart enough, haha all I have to learn English better, . Everything is ready for her. But what did I say to her? I said, "Jaan, listen family comes first always". The rest of the converstation we make joke like everything is good. We are very good at that. Anyways Heena is still the best. Finding love in Lahore so hard. I can't even explain how it happens, nothing like the way it works in America.
Hoo k now I'm in a good mood.
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[Tuesday
December 20th, 2005] |
Pakistan beat England in Cricket!!!! ( Stats )
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[Monday
December 19th, 2005] |
Babysitting.
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[Sunday
December 18th, 2005] |
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I tried to change my timezone, but it didn't work. I guess I have to change it on my computer. I like knowing what time it is in America. So I wont. I'll just do it myself It's 9 00 Am in Lahore. Today I have to find a job. I don;t know what I'm going to do with the money though. Maybe doing something for my mother. I want to take her traveling with me but I know she'll say no. I would work with my father but that would mean forever. I don;t know what forever means unless its with love. ^_^. Heena needs to get her butt back to Lahore. Maybe on friday take my punjabi butt over there and scare away her family.
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[Sunday
December 18th, 2005] |
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All in urdu.....
Tuj par sab kurbaan sanam.
Athe mujhko mera dil aur chain gaya. Mere dilbar jani tuj par sab kurbaan sanam. Yeh jane duniya saree. Rok sake tau rok koyee. Maine chodh diya gharbar apna aur tujse nata jodha.
Tere dhadkanon mein kasam jab tak hai dum mein dum. Yeh pyar na hoga kam.
Main hadh se zyada bas tumse pyar karta hoon. belkul haqeeqat hai ye. Tere bina zindagi ek pal bhi ab gawara nahin. Tune joh dhoka diya. Main bewafaai ka koi sadma seh na paaonga.
Thoda sa pyar hua hai thoda hai baki. Pyar humne kiya hai pyar tumne kiya hai. Phir imtihaan kyon zamane ne liya hai? Saath hum denge tera…tujhse vaada hai baki. Apni chahat ka aaye yeh zamana jhukega.
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[Saturday
December 17th, 2005] |
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Heena took my camera to Karachi. I hope she take a lot picture. I hate it when she goes to Karachi. That where to she goes to met with her family. Everything she comes back for Karachi she is mean at me. I think she wants to me say, “Heena, Goodbye” to end the stress. Because when her family finds me and Heena were in love they would leave her, and never talk to her again. But I love her mwhahahaha! ~__~
Yesterday I saw something really interesting. I never seen it. On my way to center I saw a couple with their two kids, a boy like 4 year old and a girl 6 year old. And the mother had a letter belt in her hand with other end tied to the boys hand. I ask the boys father why and he told me that the boy runs everywhere even at moving cars so they have to do that to him. And the mother is too tall to hold the boys hand. That is what I call crazy.
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[Monday
December 12th, 2005] |
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Earthquake in Pakistan.
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[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005] |
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bellegirl1613: Secsea!
secsea911: how r ya sweet heart
bellegirl1613: Oh my gosh I'm so excited!!!
bellegirl1613: I'm going to have a heartattack.
bellegirl1613: How are you doing?
secsea911: good n u? lol
bellegirl1613: I'm good.
bellegirl1613: Hows your life?
secsea911: fine yours?
bellegirl1613: Well in a few weeks I should be fine.
secsea911: whats wrong now?
bellegirl1613: Haha @ now.
secsea911: now you got me worried
bellegirl1613: I'm ok. I'll explain.
bellegirl1613: So, Secsea I fell in love, with a Pakistani guy. Complete love he love me I love him. Wonderful pretty. We had a nice long relationship. Then he comes and tells me he is moving back to Pakistan next year. Family is the most important right? bellegirl1613: But no worries, friendship is an amazing thing Secsea. And we have agreed to be friends. So for my happiness to return, I give it some weeks. No worries, everything will work out.
secsea911: speechless not about the situation but you belle you are one Amazing person
bellegirl1613: How am I amazing?
secsea911: and i wish Heena was as understanding as you are
bellegirl1613: Lol.
secsea911: no i do
bellegirl1613: Aw Secsea you make me smile.
secsea911: seriously man you got some strenth in you
bellegirl1613: It was hard Secsea
secsea911: i can immagine
bellegirl1613: Love is unexplainable I guess.
secsea911: true but your thinking takes you places remember that
bellegirl1613: Yes you are right.
secsea911: as far as love goes belle i love her to death no shit about it no hanky panky's after i get married
bellegirl1613: Good.
secsea911: she is one means she is and thats theres to it
bellegirl1613: I'm going to relax in my singleness
secsea911: good enjoy as long as you can
bellegirl1613: I will.
secsea911: belle my mums calling me for breakfast but before i leave i just want you to know that utmost respect that i have for you and please be strong the way you are already coz that has given me the courage too you effect people's life Kamile and thats true
secsea911: i wish i had something other than words but no
bellegirl1613: Oh Secsea I don;t know what I'm going to do with you.
secsea911: just keep me close
bellegirl1613: always I'm in love wiht you personality.
secsea911: good you takecare and please don't be a stranger
bellegirl1613: Never.
secsea911: we must talk in detail twice a week
bellegirl1613: I have to get my dose of Secsea.
secsea911: lol
secsea911: thanx belle
bellegirl1613: Always the truth.
secsea911: i know trust me
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[Saturday
December 3rd, 2005] |
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got some ( pictures ) from when me and the boy went out to celburate Eid back in early novemeber
when we go home paa jee was like "Go dress" and then we ( did )
i had to leave America becaus my mom wanted me to get married i thought she fourgot to ut now she going to try and get me married and a job wiht my paa jee and bhai it sucks sometim my coolter is hard now lot of my friends are married they have no time to chill
forget married i just happy Heena is my ( baby )
dont we look cute
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[Friday
December 2nd, 2005] |
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I have fun chatting, plight is me -think-alike- is Heena
lewdibrious-invanity: whatever YOU CRAZY A-RAB
kraftycheese: lol
constapated-cannibal: lol
plight: i'm going to blow up your modem for that one!
kraftycheese: haha
lewdibrious-invanity: I'll send you a dishtowel to wear in your next video threat to the world
plight: i'll send you a ticking email!
lewdibrious-invanity: just tell everyone where you got it ok?
hypothetical: hahaha
plight: fuck you gentile!
plight: i only wear matha stewart's
constapated-cannibal: he'll strap a belt of floppy disks with viruses on em and come to your house
lewdibrious-invanity: lol k-mart or bust
roxychickd04: hi ppl
plight: because she's a spy for al-qaeda
plight: Tin foil doesnt work, you have to wrap your head in lead
-think-alike-: LOL
-think-alike-: and eat it too
plight: Mmm, paint chips
-think-alike-: Heiter is into Obah
plight: reminds me of my younger days of huffing the dust off my blinds
bbyboo: lol
-think-alike-: haha
-think-alike-: you ate dust?
plight: Haha = I did it too
plight-..: I sniffed dust
bbyboo: yeah we all remember those days
-think-alike-: lol
plight: It had lead in it
-think-alike-: lmao
-think-alike-: dust is the gateway sub..
plight: what it is is a fucking depressant
-thing-alike-: thats why you slept through antomony class
plight: hahahah @ sleeping in antomony
plight: people are going to die on my shift
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| In my Place |
[Tuesday
November 29th, 2005] |
I want to the party it was in far away from everything it was likea big barn but nice when you want in so much smoke there was a lot of lollywood star the man's name is Khalid he took me around and i met
she was pretty very pretty
Khalid is global he does work in madrid manchester glasgow he is rich he wants a house in every continamnet
I met a girl there names aisha 3 words Teri Kurti Sexy
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| My party Time |
[Sunday
November 13th, 2005] |
yesterday i eatin at a resturant and a man walks towards me with this walk i want that walk it look like he was walking on the air he laid his hand on the table with his big big watch diamonds everywhere and he starts speaking in punjabi fast so fast i sit there wist i understand him i think he said i look at you and like you i want to take you in as son you should come to my party i think he said that i cant translate well den he give me a paper is party i talked in punjabi so well i didnt want to him to hear me talk punjabi with slang i said urdu paa jee urdu and in english the man says if i wanted to talk in urdu i woulnt eat in a punjabi resturant talking in urdu i was so skaired it was so crazy he wants me to be his son he told me all the famous Bollywood stars he knows and he wants me to see but i dont care about that
I need a girl for that party
I need Heena
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| Don't you know? |
[Saturday
November 12th, 2005] |
It took me a long time to learn how to do lj cuts i changed my layout ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _rawrlayouts
I wish Heena would understand...
( I am Amazing )
i'm amazing...
( And so is Heena )
two amazings would make great babies
inyways i have a letter it start it...
audience members
If you are going to a concert
dunt go to it sick noone wants to hear you or get sick just die at home
dunt bring your crying loco children concerts should be low strass for everyone
leave your mobile with your children...at home you are going to forget to turn it off dunt say you thought you had it on sighlent just left say sorry keep moving slowly back door yes just the door with no noise
these are simple rules music is better wiht no soundeffects
thank you
i went to a concert i know you know how it went
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